From Paris to Perjeta

Update

I have made a book!! Its a follow on from my 24 hours project I did a couple of months ago. Ā Its through Blurb and I made it for this semesters uni module. They give you the option to sell it, so I published it but I donā€™t imagine anyone will buy it but you never know. Ā Its titled from Paris to Perjeta reason being that I had my biopsy the day before our student trip to Paris in November 2016; the outcome a week later was that of my breast cancer diagnosis; Perjeta is one of the drugs used during my chemotherapy treatment, which was completed on 5 April 2017. Ā It makes sense to me.

24-Hours

March 2017
Challenging projects and little time.  Latest university project; “here’s the title; 24-hours, what ever you want and get it simply bound, due next week”. Ah! I thought will take this a bit literally, its nice to be literal for a change.  So decided on a photo-documentary project book showing the #24-hour day in the life of moi! and supporting role goes to #mr_mactographee, awesome ;).  So anyway, I have been inspired of late to document my battle with a serious illness, which will take me through to the flip side of a six month journey, like a “Survival Special”.  I am pushing it a bit further each time hopefully see it out as one of my major projects for the 3rd year, see how it goes really.  Think Revoir by J H Engstrom but lacking the nudity (for now!!) love the layout and that is quite personal but relatable and he’s using images that have been preserved as a memory of a time in his life, maybe that’s how I see this as about to preserve, out of some morbid thought, a slice of life.  Below is a preview slideshow and another set of the individual images.

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Meaning & Message

Often many contemporary photographers are intrigued solely by the characteristics of the photographic medium itself. Consequently, they acquire a unique style through image manipulation, pushing the boundaries of the physical image and largely exploiting its role as a factual representation of time. Ā In considering this for the Meaning and Message module we look to consider the nature of the photograph – breakdown, enhance and intervene with these key components. Investigating the following themes; intending to work with one I have unintentional encapsulated several for this project.

1 ā€“ Illusion Ā  Ā  2 ā€“Memory Ā  Ā  3 ā€“ Flatness Ā  Ā  4- Tactility

Initially, raiding the dark room for other students test strips and discarded film I worked on using these appropriated images by interweaving them with my own to capture an alternative “consciousness”,Ā both real but imaginary; illusion and memory.

The slight deviance came after, due to personal circumstances and I embarked on a slightly different route. Ā In January my hair fell out due to chemotherapy treatment and I decided to collect it in a plastic bag, not entirely sure why at the time but each night I would gatherĀ it in little piles in the living, bathroom and dressing table. Ā Anyway, my hair having always been short was no good to knit scarfs with so I decided to be creative and use the photogram technique in the darkroom and scanned the results, I mixed some water on some of the slides for some extra texture and manipulated them by layering in photoshop.

I then embarked onĀ series of self portraits through a glass door; losing your hair in a short space of time is a traumatic experience, particularly when it falls out in patches and its quite freaky and hard looking at yourself without being over emotional, but that’s allowed I say!Ā  I had at this point decided to shave it all down so at least there was some length cohesion going on, i.e. a millimetre or two. Ā Must say that I do quite like it and at least my head shape can pull it off, when I put some make up on I think I look pretty fierce, you can see my 24-hour project for that.

To finalise the images I used both the photograms and the portraits and created multiple exposures in photoshop.

This is my therapy and I am fortunate to have a channel for it.